MOMMY'S FIRST BATH TIME WITH MY BABY BOY

It's now my time to bath Deecon, and boy am I nervous. He is getting to be such a big boy, but is still so tiny to bath holding his tiny head and neck with one hand and washing and bathing him with the other... Daddy was great support througout this experience since he had already done one bath. First in the process Mommy had to take his cute little baby boy outfit off, first time undressing him, as he gazed up at me with his big beautiful eyes. He is now able to open his eyes nice and wide to gaze at his Mommy and Daddy.. so cute ;) This was the first time I was able to use the stethoscope and listen to Deecon's lungs and heart. It was a great experience. I could hear a wheezing sound and a bit of crackling in his lungs as he breathed, which is the sound of wet lungs. Next we have to get him disconnected from his ventilator and on the scale to weigh him. Today he was a big 1290 grams, which is 2 pounds 13.5 oz.. His big belly is sooo cute :) Next I put in in my left hand and lowered him into the bath.. boy did he love it;) He just layed there calmly with his arms and hands layed out beside his head as he starred up at me ;) The first thing to do is to wet a cloth and place it on his body so that he can stay somewhat warm while you wash him.. also it is good to keep splashing the warm water on the cloth. Next get another cloth wet and start with his eyes. Using one part of the cloth for one eye and another for the other.. don't want to spread infection in case he were to have one. His tear ducts can clog at this age so you have to press firm across his eye.. boy is his Mommy a chicken.. I am so gentle but the nurse will whoop me into shape I am sure.. LOL I then have to wash his hair, gently.. he has such cute lil curls in his hair when it's wet ;) Then work my way down his body, behind ears, under arm pits, belly, below and back... It is quite interesting as he squirms in your one hand and you wash with your other.. but I have to say he is a good boy in the water, no crying to freaking out.. he loves it ;) Once he is clean we have to put him back in the incubator and have to dry him off.. Mommy talked with him as I towel dryed him from head to toe.. put a fresh diaper on him and then redressed him in his new little outfit.. What a cutie.. All the while he is bright eyed, nice and awake starring at me :) Next we have to swaddle him into what I call a sausage roll... The nurses like to do this especially at night to keep him warm and to better simulate the tightness of the womb.. Now Mommy and Daddy know that Deecon doesn't like his arms wrapped up.. he is an adventurous baby and likes to touch his face, stretch his arms out and play with his fingers in his mouth... Adorable.. Mommy's first bath time was a complete success, but Deecon was not liking going back into the incubator on his belly.. as stated before they like to put him on his belly because it helps with breathing and digestion.. But Deecon this night had another idea.. Everytime the nurse put him on his belly he would Desaturate then have a bradycardia.. it was scary, he got all the way down to 50 this time.. We were thinking it might have been because of his reflux, meaning his food coming back up his tube and blocking his trachea for his breathing. So after multiple tries and truly freaking his Mommy out, the nurse decided to keep him on his back until his diaper change at midnight then she was going to try his belly again.. I guess he just knows what he wants and has a mind of his own.. Love my little Man..xoxo

DADDY'S 2ND KANGAROO CUDDLE

When we came in today we were surprised with another chance to Kangaroo :) It's so exciting when the nurse presents us with this option. It was Daddy's turn again;) It was extra special because Nana and Papa came in today to see Deecon and got to see and touch him up close and personal. Deecon's vitals were a little high prior to kangarooing, oxygen was at 43 and his heart rate at 182. After time kangarooing with his Daddy, Deecon's oxygen decreased and his heart rate went as low as 162. Daddy just loved kangarooing his lil baby boy again for hours. Today we were struck with a surprising conversation with the head doctors, regarding results from a routine blood screening. So it was troubling that we needed to take a significant amount of blood to send it for a final testing to hopefully rule out CAH disease. Our baby boy's hemoglobin is really low at 72, so we insisted the doctors wait until his hemoglobin count increased, since he is reticking (making his own red blood cells) so well by himself. If this test lowers his hemoglobin then he is at risk for a blood transfusion. Another blood transfusion at this time will train Deecon's body to stop making his own red blood cells. So Mommy and Daddy are so scared to cause a problem when there is none. So the following day the doctors did a blood test for hemoglobin which came back at an amazing 92, so they took the blood and sent it away.. Now we are so anxious the results back. We have bad luck but 1 in 10, 0000 babies get this and Deecon won't be one of them... I am sure everything will be fine :) Every Wednesday is his head circumference day and it is all great results;) It is amazing how much you get to know your baby. As quoted by one of our nurses "he has such a great character." another one had told us that our son was funny and cute." Just watching him daily allows us to get to know him so well. We love our baby boy :) xoxo

DEECON FIRST TIME ON HIGH FLOW

Mommy was sick on the weekend so she didn't get to see Deecon on Monday.. it was awful but I needed to get better before I came back in to see him. While we were gone the doctors decided to put Deecon's lungs to the test. They tried him on another ventilation machine called a High Flow machine. It removes the nose prongs and mask from his face and replaces it will a small tube under his nose. He did well with this for two whole hours.. what a big boy. He was then put back on the Sipap machine. On the Sipap machine Deecon has been able to get his oxygen down to 40%. He is still requiring his caffeine, and sodium shot. Also still requiring Aldactizide to help drain the fluid from his lungs. Hopefully this medicine will work fast so that we can dry up his lungs so that his oxygen requirement will lower. He is still tolerating his feeds really well, every other day is bath day and he gets weighed every bath day. With feeds increasing, he's at 6.4ml/hr so is his weight.. He is now the big 1150grams which is 2 pounds 5.03 oz. You can see the chubby cheeks starting :) He has not had as many bradycardia's within the last couple days which is music to Mommy's ears. His eyes have been checked for the first time for the common disease called ROP. The specialist said that his vessels in his eyes were still too immature so he is going to check back in another couple of weeks. The eye exam is rated a a stage of 1 to 4, from there either surgery is required based on the stage or subsequent eye exams are given every two weeks. His blood tests for his nutrition.. including protein, phosphate, urea, potassium, calcium, and glucose.. all in which are satisfactory. So good job baby boy.... there are so many obstacles for you to hurdle but you are a strong boy and you can do it ..... :)

MOMMY'S FIRST DIAPER CHANGE AND DADDY'S FIRST BATH:)

Mommy is feeling better and I finally got to change Deecon's bum.. it was great..I never thought that I would be so excited to change a babies bum in my life. I was so nervous.. Deecon is so tiny and the incubator gives you such a limited space to maneuver. It was humerous because Daddy has changed Deecon twice already so he was now a professional and was the one to teach me the diaper changing process. It's amazing how such a small task as changing a diaper can make you feel so much more like a mom. He didn't bless me with a poop as he did Daddy LOL :) Deecon is starting to get sponge baths every other night. But on the 19th Daddy was presented with the opportunity to bath Deecon in his first real bath ever. It was so cute watching Daddy bath his little son in his bath for the first time. He was so small in Daddy's hands. He held him to keep his head above the water as he used his other hand to wash behind his ears, under his arm pits and over his belly. While in the baby tub he was off of the Aladdin and was just assited every once and awhile with a green air mask. He did very well while off the ventilator, our nurse Diane was so shocked that his first bath experience went so well. Excellent Job Daddy... :) xo After Daddy's big moment Mommy got to have hers. Mommy got to kangaroo Deecon again.. This was so exciting for me.. it feels like it has been forever since I got to hold him. He was fresh out of the bath and put on my bare chest were he nestled in for hours. He smelt soo good, I wish I could keep the smell on me forever. He was so exhausted from his big bath with Daddy that he passed out into a deep deep sleep on Mommy. I wanted Deecon to sleep on me forever but the two hours again passed by so quickly. When he was put back into his incubator Diane put on his very first outfit.. it was an adorable yellow jumpsuit with ducks on it.. It was a preemie oufit but was still too big on him. It was so cute to see him clothed for the first time ;) What a big boy in his big boy clothes ;) xoxo

Deecon hits another milestone~ 1KG CLUB RIBBON

Today Deecon hit an amazing and long awaited milestone... he was honoured with a 1kg Club ribbon for hitting 1000grams (two pounds 3oz) :) We were so proud of his accomplishment, so it was hung proudly on his incubator. His feeds are increasing each time he is weighed because he is getting bigger each day. His feeds have been increased to 6.2ml/hr continuous. They notified me that they are now adding some nutrition and have now increased adding two packages of fortifier to my breast milk to help him gain weight. They have now also decided to help regulate the temperature in his isolate to be a little warmer because his body temperature has been slightly low and they find that he is working too hard and burning too many calaries to keep his temperature up. And we need to save as many calories as possible so that he can gain, gain, gain.. :) Great news is that they have now tested Deecon's blood for reticking (making of his own red blood cells) and his results turned out excellent, a count of 181. This is exciting, but it does take some time for the immature cells to turn into red blood cells and raise his hemoglobin.. Time will tell but this is a great sign. Deecon is having some problems with his nose prongs on his Aladdin ventilator. His nostrils are so small that they don't have prongs that fit properly. The prongs have been putting major pressure on his little nose, causing distress because he has no cartilage to protect it... so they have made up a plastic piece called a candilaid to put in between his nose prongs and nose. This will help to relieve his nose from some of the pressure. They are also very careful to rotate between the prongs and mask each day. As he gets older and bigger cartilage will grow and he will no longer have this problem..He's getting to be such a big boy... 2KG CLUB...... HERE DEECON COMES :)

SEEING OUR SON'S FULL FACE FOR THE FIRST TIME~PRICELESS

Today was a great day.. Deecon's long line is finally out :) He no longer requires additinal fluids to his diet because our big boy is now on maximum feeds. :) We are so proud of him, within one week he increased from Tuesday 2cc's/hr to his max. feeds by friday of 5cc's /hr continuous. This is such a great moment because we have had so many concerns regarding his stomach since birth. Now he should be able to put on the weight needed to get bigger and stronger. He is now 870 grams which is one pound 14.68oz, just shy of two pounds. Today when the RT (respitory therapist) was changing his nose prongs to a mask we were able to se his precious little face for the first time. Can you believe it's been 38 days and I have not seen his full face without the massive amounts of tubes etc. This was a priceless moment. I was so happy and he is sooo adorable.. Aunt Tissy took lots of pictures of him for me so that I could gaze at them all night long. Since his Art line is out he has required less blood work which is good. His blood work, CO2 gases, glucose etc. has come back good, as well as his white blood cell count is back down, but he is still on his antifungal until the 21st. The only issue we are having is his hemoglobin level. Deecon has now undergone multiple transfusions and as of 6 weeks babies start reticking, meaning making their own red blood cells. So with us reaching this 6 week target babies are not ordered blood transfusion easily because they don't want to train the babies bodies to not make their own red blood cells. So for now we will wait and see how Deecon does on his own. The only signs of possible problems he is currently having is called Bradycardia. Mommy and Daddy found out what this was the hard way. We were visiting him and his alarms started going off, which we have been used to dsat's but the number there was fine. So you could imagine my panic when I looked at his heart rate which usually read in the 150's and saw it declining into the 70's. We panicked and the nurse took over. This is a condition where preemie babies either are in a deep sleep and forget to breath, or their feeds are brought up their tube and sit in the back of their throat and block their airway. This can also be a side effect of having a low hemoglobin count, so I hope Deecon creates more red blood cells soon. The nurse explained that sometimes babies bring their heart rate up on their own, but often they need what's called stimulation, described as shaking the babies gently on their bums until the rate increases back to normal. I would not want to see what happens when this does not work. The nurse explained to me.. not to panic she said.. if you see me panic, then you panic.. This definately did not comfort us... But Deecon rarely needs to be stimulated and brings his heart rate up on his own, which is good. Today I was given his blue birth hat, along with an ET tube and nose prongs for his baby book... ;) He is such a strong little guy, who has been through so much and he is only 38 days old...

DADDY'S FIRST KANGAROO WITH DEECON

Wow today is November 10th and Deecon is 6 weeks old... We had been waiting since birth for the footprints of Deecon that we had ordered, but because of his fragile state they were not able to do them right away. So to our surprise today we were greeted with a frame of the cutest little footpirnts. So we finally have his adorable first footprints to keep forever... When we came into the nursery, our primary nurse Diane says "so who wants to kangaroo today?" In disbelief Daddy and I look at eachother. Diane is a kidder so we thought she was joking.. Daddy was so excited when she confirmed she was for real.. He hurried off to get ready for his first snuggle with his son. It was so cute to see the excitement in Daddy's eyes as he prepared to hold you for the first time. Simply priceless. As Deecon was placed on Daddy's chest he heard this little sound coming from Deecon. He looked at me as I videotaped him and exclaimed.. "He Cried"... In disbelief I just looked at him and questioned "what".. He repeated himself and at the same time I heard him cry... it was like music to my ears... Mommy cried at the same time in happiness of course. He sounded like a little baby kitty as he let out his cry, it was the most adorable sound ever... The sound of his first cry meant that the surgeons didn't hit his vocal cords and that he would be able to talk.. this was a great moment.. all caught on tape :) Deecon's day before kagarooing with his Daddy had been fair. But Deecon adjusted better than expected, before kangarooing he was in 75% oxygen which is really high, but after some time nestled into his Daddy's chest his oxygen requirement came down to an amazing 56%, very impressive. His heart rate was high as well this day beating at high between high 170's to 180, but after time on his daddy his heart rate settle back down to his normal at high between high 150's to 160. It was so amazing how this works. He just melts into you. It was funny cause while on Daddy Deecon got the hiccups.. it was cute.. For the next few hours Deecon settled into a peaceful sleep on his father's chest.. Daddy loving every second of it. In fact he had a choice to stop at 715pm during nurse changeover but he requested to continue until 830pm. What a great bonding day for Deecon and Daddy xoxo Mommy can't wait until it's her turn next :)